The beginning is always the hardest right?
Today was harder, but did another 30 on the elliptical.
And then on the cool down walk down a couple blocks I passed the marathon runners. A little intimidating :) But awesome for them!
As much as funds allow, I’ve created an additional savings account that I can add a dollar to minute match up for up to the minutes of cardio for that day.
That way, when things are going well and I need to buy new clothes, I’ll have some savings that is for just that purpose and I can do so without any guilt!
I’m going to do this.
Post workout, Day 1.
30 minute elliptical. I used to do it all the time, I can do this, right?
Took this after my hair cut on Oct 15.
I look cute, enough. But not good enough.
Enough is enough and the time to start is now. I’m tired of not liking me, and I’m tired of making up excuses about it. I’m terrified of failing, and I probably always will be. But turns out escaping failure by not trying isn’t really good enough anymore.
I’m bringing this into the online world and tumblverse in order to push me more. If it’s writing it’s harder to back off.
I’m for real this time. I really hope I am.


